Anniversary

I am not a believer in soul mates but I am a woman deeply in love with a great man.

Darren and I have been married for seven years. I feel loved and cared for when I am with him. He is an honest, kind genuine man with a good soul.

As the years go by I learn more about him and lately one of the things that I have noticed is that he really takes in the world and sees things. Spending time with Darren in nature is always a discovery...he sees the beauty in the world around him and he takes the time to be in the moment.

This weekend we spent some time away just the two of us. It was nice to have conversations, share laughs and share silence together. Just being together and focusing on us.

I am looking forward to more great memories and times together ...until then I will enjoy just the "Being" of us together in the present. Life is good.

(Above is a pic of us in Jamaica the week we got married).

Spring and Mothers day

Spring is here and I have disappeared from my blog. Not unusual for those that know me....I love to garden and this is prime time.

This year gardening is different for me...not such a crazy need to get it done but more of an enjoyable time in nature. I am taking the time to watch the growth and to feel the aliveness. I am spending the time in the garden not just in body but in my mind as well.

Mothers day was last week and the day was very special. I felt very loved from the moment I woke up.The day was filled with special moments and memories with my family.

I took some time in the afternoon on Mothers day to lie on a blanket in the backyard and watch the birds. I fell asleep on the grass with a pillow that Jade made for me and the breeze lightly blowing the trees. What a wonderful nap and what a great experience.

The whole day was great!

Spring is Here!

I find this time of year very exciting when the green in the garden is revealed as the snow slowly melts away. The sun is different in its intensity and the energy level outside it growing. My gardening urge is building and I look forward to getting my hands in the dirt and losing myself in the plants. Today was one day closer as we started the spring backyard cleanup.

Info on the little Man

Many moons ago when Jade was young I took the time to write down some of her favourite things. Nate is now at that age and I think it will be fun to look back for him as well in a couple of year.

Favourite TV show: Max and Ruby

Favourite colour: Purple

Favourite toy: Shecky the turtle. He has been everywhere with us and always sleeps with Nate.

Favourite thing to do: Have a hot dog finger picnic on the living room floor. Complete with invitations and a picnic blanket.

Favourite Book: Any Thomas the train book.

Favourite clothes: Any shirt that has Spiderman on it. He has been told he has to wait until he is ten years old to get the movie and he reminds me often about shopping for it when he turns that magical age.

Favourite music: The Tragically Hip

Favourite place to go: Granny and Grandpa's, to play Thomas at the mall or the dollar store to shop for vampire teeth.

First play date without Mom: At Sam Goguen's house from preschool.

Awakening

I have been feeling a connection to nature for a while...a connection that I don't really understand with my logical mind but a connection that I sense with my being. I feel the connection when I am gardening, walking in the woods, sitting among the trees or spending time with my dog. I feel a peace, a happiness a calming of spirit and a hush of the ever present thoughts. This feeling I have discovered can come into the rest of my life when I remain present and focused.

This poem really moved me:

“Lost” by David Wagner:
Stand still. The trees ahead and bushes beside you
Are not lost. Wherever you are is called Here,
And you must treat it as a powerful stranger,
Must ask permission to know it and be known.
The forest breathes. Listen. It answers,
I have made this place around you.
If you leave it, you may come back again, saying, Here.
No two trees are the same to Raven.
No two branches are the same to Wren.
If what a tree or a bush does is lost on you,
You are surely lost. Stand still.
The forest knows where you are.

March break illness

March break activities came to a grinding halt for our family on Monday evening. Nathan woke up with the croup. The importance of his breathing, fever, food intake, vomiting and how to successfully give him medicine took over from all our planned activities. Darren and I have gone back to the baby stage with Nate where we are getting up every night to take care of his needs; we are now on day six. Not to be to left out Jade has joined the ranks of the ill also battling a fever and bad cough. Definitely an illness that her brother shared. School starts tomorrow and the question of whether they will return is still up in the air. I have my fingers and toes crossed. It is difficult to keep a busy three year old entertained and the return to school and his friends would be great.

As I am typing this blog my busy boy is running around behind me opening and closing every door in site. Desperate for attention and to burn some of that wild boy energy. Maybe he is getting better...the ENERGY is back.

First day of March break

The weather has been crazy with snow. The weekend was spent digging out. I was very lucky to have Darren home so I did not have to handle it alone and even luckier to have the use of the neighbours snow blower. All the neighbours came together and worked well making sure the driveways were cleared. Not an easy task.

Today I had the mission of entertaining Nate for the first day of the March break. Jade was at a babysitting course. Nate and I started at the pet store checking out the animals and searching for frogs. Then we went to the mall and Nate played at the indoor play ground. His behaviour has improved so much and he played very well with all the kids. When we got home a message was waiting for us inviting Nate to a play date at his friend Sam's. Nate's first play date without Mom. Very exciting! Wow...growing up. Sam's Mom is fantastic with kids so it was a good date for him with her very capable guidance. Big thanks to Shelley!

After Nate's play date Darren, Nate, Bear and myself went into the ravine for a nice walk. Darren pulled Nate on the sled. Nate was so tired from all his fun that he fell asleep sitting up in the sled. So cute! At one point we had to get him out of the sled to walk and he was walking with his eyes closed because he was so tired. He was happy...just played out. A great start to the March break for Nate and an early bedtime.

This evening I took Jade to a movie. It was good to focus on Jade and have some fun together. The kids are growing up fast.